Monday, February 25, 2008

Answer

"You asked no questions,
I told no lies."

The answer was as simple as a three-letter word. A three-letter word you did not dear to say. You took the easy way out. I am left wondering if the easy way out really is for you. Is this really your choice, not the one of continious pressure, obsession and dependency? If this is your choice, it is forever. committed was the word used. Committed by whom, to whom and for what? Is this what makes you happy, forever?

I hoped you had the strenght to deal with the past, like you talked and dreamed about. To get away, finally be free, to feel the power and strenght of yourself, without others interfering. I only tried to give you the freedom you deserved, I never wanted to own you, for you to be my possession. But you have left me wondering, is that what you wanted from me after all?

I wrote you a letter just after I left. I thought I would find it undeserving for you now. But when I read trough it, what it says is still the truth.

It ends:
"I will always wonder what could have been.
Maybe we will meet years from now to share our stories again"

I still hope we will. Lets pray your story will be one of freedom.

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